Saturday, May 9, 2009 Y 3:54 PM

I love Nell's album. Awesome.

I really don't get it. Family is, after all, family. Why make things difficult for everyone? Why implicate the entire family line? Why, when it all originated from you, and you alone? Sometimes, I really don't get how adults do things. Try to glam up the situation, try to gloss it over so everything seems okay. From the outside. I didn't expect, not at all. It came as a shock. Yeah, close-knit we're not at all, but still, I thought there would be some form of compromise going on. Is there anything really so unforgivable? He is, after all, your father, who raised you from young, who clothed you, who provided you with everything you needed. And to do this to him now? Makes no sense. Stop being such a selfish idiot. Don't act like you own the world. Don't just throw your parents out as and when you like. They're no toy of yours. They took care of your children, for goodness sake. And now you don't need them, you're really just gonna throw them out of the house? It's damn ridiculous. I really hope I never become like that. Because no matter how much I hate my parents now, no matter how annoyed I am with them, they are still my parents. They gave me a life no other parents could give me. And I am grateful. I'm praying that when I'm older, I'll still be grateful. I pray all this will tide over in time to come. Please God, please. Please don't make them feel unwanted. Please watch over them.

I know I'm not perfect. I know I'm in no position to voice my views. But I'm just saying -