Meiden High School Band is AWESOME. And we're like nothing compared to them. I CAN'T WAIT FOR JAPAN! Enjoyed myself to the max last night. Had sooo much fun with Jerine, Esther and Baolin in the car. The journey to PP MRT was like, 45 mins, but it felt like 15 mins. You can never get enough of good times, I swear. I haven't felt so happy in a very, very long time. Aroung these AWE-MAZING peepoo, I can be myself and not care what they think about me, whether they're bitching behind my back and that kinda shit.

I love my friends. Every single one of them. :D

Now for Maths. And my mudder wants her chinese and english writing and one full chinese paper for my dad to mark. Aww man. Why can't I be free like the wind and choose not to do anything?


I hope I pass my Social Studies. I couldn't finish it! I can remember ALL the information you want me to, but I need time to write it all out, dammit! Well. It's over already luh. Haha had a really scary encounter after school with cockroaches. (Like, ewwwwww.) Like almost every void deck around our school was friggin SWARMING with cockroaches, dead and alive! As in, really infested. Yuck yuck. But quite interesting lahh haha. Poor Jerine! Screaming like there was nothing else to look forward to in life. And I told her that, "Aiyoh, it's okay, the cockroaches can't eat you but you can eat them!" Hoho. Grossed everyone around me out. =8)

Whoa, finding a confirmation name is so not easy! Everything sounds weird with my name. And it's gotta be in like, on Saturday! Sheesh. But, I must say, I really thank God for helping me through the year, whether good or bad. I can see and feel the change. Thank you. ;D Well. Everything's not exactly going well yet, there's still many things to consider and think about, but y'know what, I think I think too much. As in, really think too too much, but that's just how I am right, I wouldn't mind being totally carefree.

Tuition at 6.
Maths revision paper by tmr.
A.Maths test on Thursday.
Comprehension test on Friday.
NDP rehearsal on Friday.
Meiden High Concert on Friday.

: /


0-K-a-Y,

So, my mum is like pissed beyond words, but you know what? I'm not exactly bothered anymore luh, cause like besides my sister and my dad and flowers I think she doesn't look forward to anything more in life.

Enjoyment/entertainment = utter rubbish.

Well. Went to church to pick Chriszsz up after MTP. Was really embarrassed cause I stepped into the church foyer in my uniform WITHOUT my socks, just my shoes, and carrying a friggin dumb plastic bag with 2 chicken pies. &I think some CL ppl saw me, which is the reason for my embarrassment. And guilt. Shermaine, you baddie!

Aww shucks. Like, one after another. C'mon life, stop for meeeeee. :/



















I
AM
SO
VERY
DEAD.

I'm feeling so lifeless. My eyes hurt, and I got a headache for the 1st time in one year (I think). The feeling's so strange, cause I've haven't gotten one for a long, long time till now. Gotta get my new blouse tmr. Waste maa $$! But what to do, there are just some people who lack conscience and guilt, well that's just too bad, I hope you stop this shit. You're a harm to the class, know that girl. Many many tests coming up, and I feel shamed to say that I have done no preparation at all. Think I should start yeah, can't afford to fail anymore. ): My computer's bongbong so I'm using the laptop, which doesn't like me. I can't type properly, the keypad's so unfamiliar. Raining outside. Sleeping with my parents. Oh yay, I feel safe. :D


OMG MY MUDDER IS SERIOUSLY THE MOST UNREASONABLE PERSON ON EARTH. SHE WILL CAUSE ME TO MURDER. Like sheeeeat. Okay breathe, shermaine, breathe.







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Important announcement:

SHERMAINE IS SLOWLY, BUT SURELY, LOSING HER MEMORY. Bit by bit. Soon, she will forget her name, forget who she is, forget who she was, forget whatever she has done, forget her friends, her family, forget how to eat, sleep, shit, and one fine day, she will forget herself.

Help me, God.


SVDP Funfair was great while it lasted, and I'm glad that I took part. Well, at least it takes my mind of certain things. I can only pray that things will get better and not go downward yet again. It's been too much, too long. Have to get OngSia day presents as well as Farewell presents. Hope they appreciate our uber hilarious video! Well, we put alot of heart into doing it a'ight. Thinking of getting it on Friday w/ Clare, hope we can settle it once and for all! And we'll buy some cheapo present for OngSia! Not like they will care or take notice, they're so rich, gosh! School, school, school. Dread, dread, dread. Damn fun, yeah. Know what, I'm not sure why I wna grow up FAST, but I am so on about growing up, growing old. Haha, sound like I wanna get white hair like NOW! But NO. I just wna get out of school quick. Whoohoo.



Be My Escape - Relient K


Like what the fuck, I am fucking annoyed. Seeeeeriously. Sometimes I really don't wna come back home, cause it sucks at home. Mummy, why can't you see that I'm growing up, becoming more mature as I grow and hopefully be able to handle my time better? Mummy, why can't you see that keeping tabs on me 24/7 is not exactly THE way to control me? It's not as if I'm some havoc kid or something. Seriously, you haven't seem worse. I'm so mad I don't wna type anymore. Pisses my ass off. WTH.
- Church later, don't know whether to laugh or cry.


My love for WangZi has rekindled. And I'm starting to think that YaLun's not bad as well. Oh well. ;D