Wednesday, April 30, 2008 Y 10:20 PM

I haven't accomplished any freaking thing today.

I think I suck. Big time.


Y 6:46 PM

I'm full. Mummy's spaghetti is THE BESTO! ;D Today was cool. Bird and I were hopping mad cause our hair was driving us crazy and we both thought we looked bad. But ah whatever, so we bravely continued on our journey. Bought the same shirt from (I shan't say where), mine's grey and her's black. Haha, I think it was quite a steal. And as we walked along, I was pointing out to her this shirt that i had and asked for her opinion whether it was nice or not, and haha, she had the same shirt too, just that mine's black and her's blue. And she bought it at $5 cheaper than me. Wth. Cheat my feelings! :/ Then went to CompassPt. to head for montiq (damn I forgot how to spell it). Wanted to find our Identity(like j-one&two) but nothing looked nice. And we're major cheapos! BWAHAHAH. ;D Walked into Kiddy Palace then walked out. LMAO. Then went to Mini Toons and I bought sweets for Christine! Who's currently mugging very hard for her MYEs. Haha all the way sistaah! (:




we must stay this way forever;

The chinese shit project is pissing me off. Thanks to Grace, cause she took time and effort to do the ppt up so well. But what I feel that some people are not doing what they are required to. Just a leeetle bit of initiative, you know? I'm not saying that we're the best, but just that most of us are TRYING our best to salvage the situation. AHH WELL. It'll be over soon anyway.








It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend;




Tuesday, April 29, 2008 Y 5:12 PM

Am I doing the right thing? Things are changing and I think I am too.

You get on people's nerves one time too many. Which is dumb, because you're practically making yourself unwanted. Can you please stop your nonsense, WHAT THE WORMS. Please don't do weird stuff, like cry when there's like seriously nothing to cry about, maybe you're lovesick or what, but being despo's not the way. :/

Thank goodness Cherms is alive and well. She didn't get raped or whatsoever. So sorry Cherms! Couldn't accompany you to novena to get your free cone. But still love you lots! (:

I don't get maths at all in school. I think tuition's losing it's meaning. I'm slower than school, what the worms. And I can't keep up cause my mind takes a longer time to absorb than others. MAN. I need help. Feel so lost cause amy little and amy fish are so friggin fast it scares me to see them doing at such speed and accuracy. AHHHH. Ban yue ji's so rubbish luh, I was researching for info about the story, then realised that it wouldn't be graded this year. Waste my time. :/ I can't wait for tomorrow. Though I'm kind of broke. HAHAHAHA BIRD WE MUST BUY STUFF OKAY! Or else it'll be such a waste of time.

Go away mosquito. You're making me mad cos' I'm itching all over. ):


Monday, April 28, 2008 Y 7:51 PM

I was listening to e zuo ju yesterday night, and I started thinking back about last year. AGAIN, :/ Yeah, so then was thinking about the taiwan trip, where everything that happened was super memorable. And i remember I had difficulty sleeping on xiao luo's bus, but beatbeat slept ALL THE TIME, as long as she was in the bus she would fall asleep. Haha. (: I remember how i would switch places with J-one to sit with J-two so we could listen to songs on her phone. Then she would look emo with her sunglasses (and sometimes hat) on, and she would look out of the window and i would choose the songs i wanted to hear. The first time i heard e zuo ju was in taiwan, so hearing it again here brings back memories. This post gonna be a super draggy one.





HERE WE GO!





(continuation) And jz was so funny she bought GLOVES cause she thought it was damn cold there when we didn't even need to use our jackets. (cheat our feelings, mamamama!) And j was sick and had little voice left, she had to drink panadol every night and sleep early so that she could wake up okay for the next day. She slept while we watched gong zhu xiao mei in J-one&two's hotel room. And beatrice and i shitted like practically everyday while the rest could not (hahaha!), so we created LaLaWo! HOHOHO. And beat and i were damn scared to use the toilet and so we would keep watch for each other, and both of us wouldn't close the door! That's so neh neh. : D And so much more happened but i'm too lazy to list it all out. But the last night was the best. We wanted to bring the shitty leftover food to laoda's room to CELEBRATE, but she ignored our relentless knockings and ringing of the doorbell. Must have been pretending to sleep luh. (: So we walked back to j-one&two's room to stay the night. Hahaha sleepover! The 6 of us squeezed in 2 beds and watched tv in that leeetle room. We talked about anything and nothing until THREE in the morning. One of my latest nights ever. (I'm so unexposed luh, can)


So at three we decided to sleep. Sleep to the song qiang qiang. I slept with beatrice and jerine i think. Fell asleep even before the song finished playing, i was falling asleep when everybody was still gossiping! Seriously, I wasn't and is still not used to such late nights. HAHAHA beat said i was twitching man. Like my whole body. It's so weird :/ I've never seen myself twitch before, except feel my eyelid twitch! Then the next day was damn gloomy although the sun was out. Cause we had to go home in the afternoon. And we walked around some street and stared at really gay and diseased-looking dogs. :/





It was good. Really really good. ;D The best thing so far, I've learnt to grow up.






I'm in my pjs and I look REE-TARR-DED. [;

Everything;


Saturday, April 26, 2008 Y 12:00 PM

It's 4 months past the beginning of the year. It's really amazing how time flies. I'm still not sure what i'm doing with my life, it's like i've been hovering in mid-air since the start of the year. I don't know where i stand, don't know where i belong. I miss 2C so much. But i'm adapting. I hope.