Self-control, Sherms.


I love babies. Fat, thin, cute, ugly. Ooh baby! :D Isn't it great, it's like a wonderful creation created by God, evolving from nothing into something miraculous. Yesterday there was this damn cute ang moh baby at grandma's house. His story made me sad. ]: But thank goodness he's a healthy and perfectly normal (plus good looking) baby. I'm starting to sound like some paedophile. {:

I have alot of uncompleted homework. I don't wanna be sent out by Yag again. Plus chemistry! I owe so many worksheets. I feel so bad for Ms Chng. It's like she nags and nags so much at us, telling us that we must study for at least 3 hours every day and all that mother-ly talk that we get everyday, but most of the time it falls on deaf ears.

Back to school tmr. C'mon life, gimme a break! I haven't got my fill of fun and ang baos! Me want more! Haha. :D


I don't feel like blogging much these days. ]:

Well anyway ;

School was fine.
CNY celebrations were okay I guess. Not the best.
Chinese lessons are spent like teasing people all around us, haha JR we rule!
Plus all those cutting nail sessions.
During lesson time!
Haha we totally rule.
How bout manicure & pedicure sessions the next MT lesson?
I think it's feasible. Haha.
You gotta stay strong,
I'll always lend you my listening ear okay, just hang in there!

Went to Raffles City to eat BK with Double J's and one Esther.
Was having a bad picture day.
I wanna eat Twister fries.
I'm starting to lose the ability to read and use good vocab.
Didn't read any book at all during the holidays.
I suck.
Now my english's like shit.
Tried reading PS. I Love You but I kept reading the same line over and over again.
Tried reading Twilight but only progressed to page 50.
Disappointed.

I like tanned, tonned, men with abs. [:
Saw some hot stuff with eight pacs.
Is it possible.
Cause I swear I counted eight. Haha.
Even my mum was staring at him doing push-ups yo.

Just saw some comment on Chris Brown saying that in real life he smells like shit so he probably doesn't bathe. Ha.


I felt so exhausted today even though I didn't do anything particularly exhausting. Aww shucks, gotta wake up frickin' early tmr for the Secondary One Induction Ceremony which to me, is totally retarded cause why do they need the band there every year? Can't they just get inducted and go home. AND OH MY, full band u. I'm gonna be raining sweat - and blood, from squeezing into too-small court shoes and getting fugly blisters all over my feet. Urgh.



Went to Spotlight at PS with J to get her V Day presents. And she got a free VIP card! Haha. Should have bought something from there too. Haven't settled all of mine! Will think through properly before I get them. I get very very high with J and the rest! :D Laughter's great.



Shit, commontown sucks bad. I can't load it no matter how hard I try.



It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
I'm going going, I'm gone away love


Ate Subway with Jz and Est, my first time, haha! Felt so noobish, but I shan't further elaborate. (8 Walked around Carrefour, it was super disappointing! Like there were no nice gummies to buy. /: Sad. Then went to Sembawang to check out the stuff, and stayed there for like 20 minutes. Oooh, Subway cookies are good. Especially the Double Chocolate cookie. If only I could bake like that, hurhur.

OH YES ANYWAY, 4I takes Special PE. Man it sounds so wrong! Like, we have some deficiency or imperfection so we gotta take Special PE to correct all that. I think I will start aching tonight, damn it.

I think I'll really start drifting away. I don't like how things are right now, it's like c'mon, how insignificant can I get? I dread going every week. Why wasn't I put somewhere more appropriate? I feel like shit now.


Now I can heave a sigh of relief. ;D Thank God for the end result. BUT, more is yet to come. Today was major stress-out day, with all the buzz all throughout the entire school. But good job Cedar! (: Kfc-ed with Jerine today. Satisfied my chicken craving! Hahaha. And I just realised that J stays really near to me! Like super duper near, it's not even tiring to walk there. Haha. (: Bought highlighters that cost 40 cents each, it's bloody cheap! Haha. :D

I am dreading band. ): Thank goodness tmr's half day. [Then no auditions wahaha!] Lunch with the Bird! :D

Now I'm running and screaming ;


Mrs Yag is a Bloody Big Bathtub. MADe me MAD. I wish teachers weren't so crazy. Can't they be a lil' more emotionally stable? Kfc-ed after chem remedial, which was doing tests for anions. & I like it! Hahah it's cool, like the gross precipitates and all. And how my worksheet always turns out like shit after dropping in the basin etc. etc. I used to hate experiments, especially those involving stopwatches and pendulums. It's retarded. & So, I conclude that

1 & 3's bad,

2 & 4's good.

And I like it that way. Hopefully it lasts. I love Cheezy BBQ Meltz. :D

Footnote: S & C trademarked Bathtub today, the 9th of January. {:

Breakeven.


I need some direction in life, cause I don't wanna stray. /:







PE was shit. Felt like dying after less than one kilometre, like omg my stamina's bananas now.




Busted, big time. Shit, I want freedom. ]:


AND SO.

The year has passed, really fast. School's back, tv's out. /: Reeeeeeeally scary. I think some of our teachers are quite okay, and the class com's okay too. I haven't been thinking alot lately, so I gotta start pondering on stuff. Like what do I do if I can't make it. I think alot's gonna change this year, I just hope the good stuff stays the same. :D Recieved taget setting form and scheme of work for certain subjects today, everything's really flying past, it's scary but somehow I can't wait for the worst part to be over. Oh yeah, TRIED to collect my IC today but then I failed, haha. Unfair! Cherms and Charis got to collect theirs but I couldn't. (Haha I must be just too young!) Now I'm wondering why I didn't get the crazy hair pen thing for myself too. Am I dumb or dumb.

Do new beginnings last?