I don't like it at all, not a single bit. It feels like shit being stuck in the middle like that. I hate the feeling, y'know? And I feel so fcking self-conscious I feel so much like shit just having my presence there. Sorry Lizzi, I know I didn't do a good job and yeah I got loads to improve on, really sorry cause I'm not sure if I even made the correct decision by joining. I can't act for nuts, see. I think I'm bringing the whole thing down, so much so that everytime I have a part to play, the whole thing sucks.


I AM SUCH A SUPERFICIAL BEING/FREAK.