It feels empty. There's a hole in me. Park Jae Beom, why did you have to leave? 2PM will no longer be the same without you, no, this is so much like a nightmare come true. Leadja Jay, I'll miss you. This thing got blown way out of proportion, it's just crazy, my goodness! F the antis, seriously. What right have they to interfere in another person's life? They should just mind their own friggin business please. Telling someone to commit suicide? That's a sin, people, a sin. It was Jae's dream to become what he is today. He worked so hard, stuggled so hard for everything. And this is all we can give back to him? This hatred, this insanity? It's way more than crazy. It's just unbelievable. I am disappointed, very very disappointed, have never been so disappointed in a long time. In any case, Jae, I wish you all the best in whatever you choose to do in the future. I guess you belong back there, back to your family in the States, back to everything you were so familiar with. I guess maybe that's where you really belong, with your bboy friends & everything you once owned. Maybe, just maybe, you'll come back to 2PM. I refuse to give up that hope. I pray that God will take care of you and you will have a brighter future than ever.

LEADER JAE, HWAITING.
2PM, HWAITING.

&apartofmeisgone,justlikethat.


I'm starting to like 4minute. Thier first single was kinda nyeh, but their other songs are way better in comparison. I think jiyoon's cool, she's got that attitude. And I think their voices are not bad too. My favourite's What A Girl Wants, it kinda resembles some english song, it's like familiar but yet foreign. Yeah well as long as they don't cut and paste wholesale I guess it's still okay. Hope they do well. (: And the fact that 2PM did a dance break with them totally ups their cool factor, haha! Though I still feel 2ne1 wins them in terms of like attitude and style, 4minute's not bad at all. Ohhemmmmgeeee, I'm waiting for Wild Bunny Ep7 to be subbed, hurry hurry! I'm so impatient already haha. 2PM'S my awesome gag-idol group. Wild beasts! You rock ^^


I finally got to see 2PM and my dear Nichkhun, ooh hot stuff man!

But well. Feel like deleting the blog. Don't wna post anymore.

Kay till then, peeps ;D


Harry Potter today with J^SE. A lil disappointing though, but still okay overall~ I high-fived Russell Lee! So proud of myself haha. He's nice, I just realised he's like an ang moh? But well. There should be more of such nicer people without airs. Like him. I'm so so tired right now but I still wanna watch my 2pm cause they are just so irresistable. Ooh, sexxaye. {:


I don't want to feel this way.






Someone tell me what to do.






)':


Whoo it's overwhelming me.


I need to breathe. Everytime I see 2pm it puts a smile on my face especially when they're being themselves, embarrassing their asses off, cause that's just them, being who they really are. No airs, & I like that. [: Ohmama I'm still in the holiday mood, which is grrrrr bad. Haha I haven't even finished my maths homework! Sucks.

Countdown: 1 more month to prelim 2.

Can life get more like, tight? It's like we just had the exams and now we gotta face it again.

Again and Again ~ HAHA! Yay man I infused another song into my speech.

OH YEAH.

I saw Dora Ho a few weeks back. OMGWTF. Dora Ho - Omg la she bullied me in primary school! Like, we used to play dotting games in our textbooks can you believe it omg. And she was a total bully! She cut part of my bag strap, I think I cried! Haha. Then my mum called her mum to complain. Crazy girl, anyhow cut my stuff sia /: And she had a serious Hello Kitty obsession, omg. It's scary. Urgh. But she looked pretty normal that day, I was damn surprised. Lucky thing she didn't see me. I would have fled a thousand miles away cause who knows wth she can do, even now. Haha primary school memories are just so interesting. Anyway I wish her all the best, wherever she is. [:


I
AM
GONNA
DIE
OF
2PM'S
HOTNESS.

I hope this craze lasts long, cause I really want this thing to last. Cause this will show that I'm not as fickle as I usually am! Haha. I want 2pm's album! But I haven't seen it in Singapore. Okay I am determined to get it no matter what! Provided it's within budget. It should be one of the things I must do in my life. Okay I promise to get 2pm's album within this lifetime! Haha, I hope I won't wait like till I'm 90 or something to get it. Nichkhun! Is totally oozing seduction haha.

Okay, S get a grip on yourself, you nut. Shit. I don't want to do the shit tmrw. Stupidstupidstupid cip can't they just get my mum to record the number of hours I do like housework or something. Freaking cip would be so much easier that way omggggggggzz luh. I swear I won't be able to finish my homework by Tuesday. It's just, impossible. I wna go shopping! Like besides yesterday, which totally doesn't count cause I only got 2 tops. /: Yeah well but better than nothing.

Kate Brian's books are addictive, man. Esp the Private series haha can you believe it I'm reading books that my sister borrowed! She's like, reading the books that I read now. But whatever! Anything to keep me occupied. I don't wna go back to school.