The prelims are over but it so doesn't feel like it. The school system's so screwed. All they want is just a freaking good msg for what? For the school's name blah blah blah w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r. I am so tired right now that I don't even feel like doing anything. Walked around Novena Sq with Amirah, Mia, Cw, Serene and MiaoX. Felt abit aimless. Like no mood, ultimate sian. Trust the teachers to dump a whole load of shitty news on us the minute exams are over.

My kidneys are aching. And goodness knows why they're aching like shit. Then I was walking back home and my heart was aching. Like, literally, heartache, not the heart-broken kind of ache. I think my body needs serious repair. I feel like removing all my organs and like, replacing them with new ones. Sucks. I hate this.

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Yezzzzzzzzzzzz, so cycling with JJ, Serene, Amirah & Chewan today was rather enjoyable (: I haven't cycled in sucha long time. I bet my ass is gonna ache for a few days oh damnnnnn. Haha but I shall let my butt ache cause it hasn't ached for a long long time, haha. Oh, NJ campus was really cool, but it wasn't really our type of place. Got me thinking. Rahh I'm living in such an inaccessible place. It's right smack in the middle of everywhere but so difficult to go everywhere. So annoying! But I should live through June first before talking about anything right. I think Cw and I are awesome! Like seriously, two girls made their way around Singapore without much help okay! (Except the occasional sms abt directions frm JJ and asking her bro for directions) BUT we made it from school to NJ to tpy to Pasir Ris Park okayxzzx! That's such a feat for me, my sense of direction totally sucks to the maxxxxx. I think if I ever learn to drive the accident rate will see a drastic increase, hurhur. [OKAY DON'T WANT DON'T WANT, I HOPE NOT]

ANYWAY, back to cycling. Eww there was a spotty snake with innards oozing out? Eww? But kinda sad cause I think someone deliberately killed it. Aww you poor thing. I won't harm you just as long as you stay like, about 10 metres away from me. Tyvm. (: The beach was rather nice and clean today. Yay. The sand was white and clean, not the wet, soggy, brown one. I like. :D Ohmygosh competing stone throwing is so exhilarating la, seriously. There should be some massive stone throwing session. I'll consider taking part haha. Cw take part with me? HAHA. :D

I feel a lil burnt and brown. Oh shit I hope I didn't grown darker. Please noooooooo. Kay now for the few pics I have. (:






It's been rough.





Day 2, and I feel like I can't keep up. With the grandparents around, life has been pretty disrupted. I just wanna get away from all of it. I'm trying my best, I think. Trying really hard. I just don't understand, why life is always so unforgiving. Bad things come all at one time, they pile up, one by one, till it gets so bad you have no idea what to do.





Life is running ahead of me, and I'm lagging behind. I need to get away. I can't breathe. It's too much.



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Hey Thomas, I wanna be like you, innocent and carefree.
Love your hair too. And your determination.
Will you remember me when you grow up?
Wish I was your age.