& So it goes,

Indescribable, I can't put my feelings into words. Why do I always feel so jammed up inside? It just doesn't make sense, rahhh, I should stop feeling so much about things. Well anyway went to Compass to get presents for the Hornies. Kinda like no mood, but hmmm, maybe it's the weather.

I h88888 my hair I wanna snip it all off seriously I should just cut bald and wear a wig. ZZzzz.

I wanna do alot of things right now.

• Pig out at Seoul Garden with S-9
• Play bball with J
• Hang out with Est (Imy friend, and all your craziness)
• Regain those long, cool phone calls with Jz
• Talk to Jolene cause it's been long.
• Teach Clare to eat with B's friends, haha! :D
• Go crazy with Mia over BOF
• Shopping with CW

I guess all of it will happen in time to come. I was just reading through my older posts and it's kinda funny to actually think about how you viewed things before and how everything will and must change. During morning reflections (omg I was actually listening), this thing hit me pretty much: The only constant thing is change. I don't like change, never liked it. It just turns your world upside down and make you cry and make you have moodswings.

Ohmychickadee, mutation suckzxzxz! I don't get a single thing Mrs Chaiw is squealing about, her voice just fills my eardrums and drowns out everything else, I don't get no shit of what she's teaching, damn I'm so dead. Mrs Gay, please come back, I'm sorry that I like pissed you off before but pleaseeee for our sake please come back? ]:

I wanna relearn the piano, and I wanna learn how to play the violin. Really. All those people out there who can play these instruments, I'm enviouzzz of all of you man! Lucky peeps, haha.

I will not stop loving -

Rain hits the pavement.