I cried. We cried. For the band, for our hard work, for all the effort, for the supporters, for our seniors, for our conductors. & I am really really so exhausted, I think it's been really long since I felt this way. I thought disappointement should come once in awhile. Reality proved me wrong. Everyone's morale was crushed, stepped on, buried, when the results were announced. We tried to be satisfied, to clap, to cheer. Things don't go the way you want them too, usually. So what did it all add up too? I think what I'm feeling now is something more than sadness. It's something like empty. I think all of us feel this way. Even the teachers, and Mr Ong and Ms Sia. I feel sad because we have let them down, because life is so unforgiving.