; The arrival of EmoMomo.



MTP was such a waste of time. And there seriously was some ventilation problem in the hall, they should probably like, fix it. Went opposite for dinner with mum and sissy. I love the tom yum ban mian aunty! She's like, damn nice, the service is good, and the food is awesome! I shall patronize it regularly till the end of the year. :D

I wanna say alot more but I shan't. Sometimes, silence conveys much more.

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

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Mix of emotions. I think I totally screwed up my chemistry test today, but what the hell.

Life's too unpredictable, everything still seems surreal, if only time could be reversed.

I saw two amazing rainbows today, and I think it's very much due to the screwed weather.

Watched the really beautiful rainbow fade away together with J, made a wish.

Sometimes I wish I could save you,


Death.

It's a scary thing, it swoops you off your feet unknowingly, it makes you cry a bucket of tears, it unnerves you badly. It's something difficult to come to terms with.

Dear Uncle,
I lived in the house below yours before, and though I've never really talked to you, I would sometimes see you in the carpark coming out of your car, and my parents would smile at you as you returned it back, if I remember correctly. I hope it wasn't you, but if it really is, then I hope you go to Heaven and that your family members will pick up the pieces as time goes by, and go on living life the way you wanted them to. I pray that the hurt that they are enduring now would soon fade away and be part of their memories, and they would always remember you being the loving dad and husband.

I don't wanna have to face it.


The 100th post, and I'm thinking of closing this down. I've long lost that blogging urge already. Mm-hmm, shall see how my mood varies.

& So I was thinking, is there more to life than what we always perceive it as? We harbour many dreams and we try to achieve something that we think is rightful in its own way, like this IS the way things should turn out. But is it, really?

Maybe not.

In deep thought. I should change my perception of life.


Tryna keep my cool.