Band was really weird. Things are starting to turn funny. I guess it's really my fault huh. Like maybe I'm too mood swingy or whatever. I just feel so sad seeing how close y'all have grown. And how I'm always made to do stuff that I never even agreed to in the first place. Maybe I'm just being childish, but heck. Truth is, it sucks being in this position, have you ever thought about it? C'mon, give me a break. I'm sorry if I've done anything to offend you or whatever, really.

Y'know what, I don't even wanna go tmr. So all you can mange is an 'I don't know', that's all you can do to help me? Thanks alot, really. Man. I'm so stressed now I haven't made up my mind and I've gotta send the horn pictures like by tonight cause - shiatttttxzxz/. And none of them are picking up my calls. A breakdown's driving headway at me.

Tell me how.