Thursday, October 30, 2008 Y 4:18 PM


Countdown: 5 more days.

I feel like I've not been doing enough, shit. I'm uncertain. Chinese. Damn. I can't pay attention during extra lessons. I've not started holiday homework. I feel myself becoming lazy, help how to kick this laziness getting to me. Not in the blogging mood right now. Hot shot takes priority. (:

I know this is wrong but I can't wait for confirmation to be over, like quick, real quick. I don't have the confidence to say no. It's apprehension, it's fear. Idon't wanna face reality, no matter how ignorant that sounds. I cannot stand the feeling no more. May my faith stay rooted despite everything.